You will be loved when you realize that you actually are.
Since before you were born God thought of you, created you and planned your days.
So, stop accepting alms, stop begging for love, throw your fear away, bury doubts, you are a woman, the most powerful being that He has ever created, you always know the next step within you, the right thing to do.
Love yourself before, love yourself during, love yourself after. Love yourself! No one on this earth is going to do this as well as you.